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Man is created to be free in his imagination and bound by his intellect.
But, his unbridled imagination draws him mischievously in the way of his
heart's desire without fear of the certain future - the time when G-d
will examine all of his affairs. He will be afflicted with severe Judgment;
there is no one else to be seized in his place. He alone will bear the
fruit of his sin; the transgressor and the punished are one and the same.
It is very bitter. No man can say: this is my illness and I shall bear
it.
The calamities of this world
are sorrowful, however, the punishments of sin are far more severe. The
soul of man will be extremely anguished, a day will seem as a year. Woe
to the imagination, this evil enemy! It is within our hands, within our
power to repel him by giving an attentive ear to the intellect, to grasp
the truth and measure the reward of sin against its loss. Yet what can
we do, the imagination is a flooding river and the intellect will drown
unless we place it on a ship. The ship is the awakening of Fear of G-d
in the soul and the great dread of His punishments in our spirit.
In all matters and things
there is the general and the particular. If we do not study the general
then we cannot understand the particular. For the particular must have
the qualities of the general, yet, there can be a general without the
specific qualities of the particular. Hence, the beginning of everything
is the general; and the particulars emanate from this.
Now, let us please consider
our obligatory service to our Creator, may He be blessed. Should we not
consider what is the general - from which the particulars emanate?
Without knowledge or contemplation,
we can recognize that we are aware of the belief that the A-mighty is
the Judge, rendering to each man according to his actions. This is the
beginning step in our service of G-d, may He be blessed. If a mans
ways are bitter and evil, he will be afflicted with severe punishments,
either in this world or the next world - the eternal world; no one can
gauge the quality and quantity of this severity. And if his ways are pure
and his conduct is straight, he will be blessed with sublime delights
in this world, and more in the next world - with wondrous pleasures far
beyond our ability to understand and feel.
This is mentioned in Tractate
Makos 24a: Habbakuk came and unified the entire Torah into one concept
- the Tzaddik (the righteous man) lives by his faith. Also in Tractate
Baba Basra 78b: Therefore the rulers say, Come let us make an accounting
- the loss of a Mitzvah versus its reward, and the reward of a transgression
versus its loss."
Yet, most unfortunately, this
general awareness of faith remains hidden within us, concealed in the
depths of our hearts. We are devoid of conscious awareness, unless we
dedicate ourselves to till the ground of our hearts through the expansive
thoughts of Musar. Without making this effort, our general faith does
not project its glory over the bodily passions, to bind them with the
constraint of fear. The particulars of our conduct do not emanate from
the general principles of faith, safeguarding us from the most obvious
transgressions. We constantly succumb to principal transgressions that
reach to the Heavens - endless transgressions of speech, countless unethical
business practices, and the worst of all, the neglect of Torah study.
In short, there is no soundness in any part of our body. Especially, in
light of the statement of our Sages in Tractate Sukka 52:a, The greater
the person, the greater the evil inclination. Thus, we perpetrate grave
and consequential transgressions. Yet, because of the darkness in our
hearts, we are as the blind - we do not see their enormity. Only if we
view them through a viewing glass - the healthy intellect looking through
the lens of the faithful Torah - only then do we perceive the great overwhelming
seriousness of our transgressions.
Our Rabbis, of blessed memory,
allude to this in Tractate Yuma 9b: Why was the First Temple destroyed?
Because of the following three things that occurred there - idol worship,
immorality, and murder. Yet in the period of the Second Temple, they were
involved in Torah study, and Mitzvos and acts of Kindness - so why was
it destroyed? As a result of the baseless hatred that was there. Rav Yochanan
and Rav Eliezer both said, Since concerning the First Temple, their
transgressions were revealed - their time of redemption was revealed.
In the Second Temple, where their sins were not revealed - their time
of redemption was not revealed."
The concept that the sins
of the First Temple period were revealed, means that the transgressions
were severe and apparent to the eye of the observer. Whereas, in the period
of the Second Temple, these transgressions could only be detected by exacting
contemplation of their immense severity, and of their ceaseless branching
out into more and more transgressions in every aspect of our lives.
The passage in Tractate Yuma
9b continues: The Rabbis asked which was better - the First or Second
Temple period? They answered: Look with your own eyes - the First Temple
was restored after seventy years; whereas the Second Temple has not yet
been rebuilt. This is an application of the principle we mentioned above:
The greater the person, the greater the evil inclination. Thus, during
the Second Temple period, when they were involved in Torah study, Mitzvos,
and acts of Kindness - their evil inclination was enormous. It caused
them to fall into potent transgressions. The awful evil of these sins
is known to those who contemplate the truth.
Now, in every situation in
which a man finds himself - what is he to do? The day of death is hidden
from everybody. It comes suddenly, and the A-mighty evaluates every act
that the individual has done, as it was recorded in the Ledger. G-d evaluates
the days of one's life, not one day is missing. More bitter than death
will be his end, with no refuge and no escape. As it says in Ecclesiastes
9:4, He who remains connected to any life at all, has hope - for a living
dog is better than a dead lion. For, as long as a man is alive, he has
security and hope that he may direct his heart to Repentance; but, when
he dies, his hope is lost.
This being so, as long as
our souls remain within us, we should quickly correct our course to the
good. Yet, there is a great obstacle which blocks our path: We do not
fear the day of death, even if we mention it with our own mouths. This
is stated in Tractate Shabbos 31b, Perhaps you will say death has been
forgotten? Also, if we see with our eyes the death of people like ourselves,
it does not motivate our soul to repent with our full heart to our Creator.
Yet, ultimately, we will come before Him for Judgment, and he will rebuke
us, for all the evil we have committed. This most common reaction is just
the opposite of what it says in Ecclesiastes, 7:2, It is better to go
to the house of mourning than the house of feasting - for that is the
end of all men, and the living will lay it to their hearts. Our numbness
is due to the multitude of sins that have dulled our hearts they
have become as hard as a stone.
Thus, as it is stated in Tractate
Yuma 39a: Do not defile yourselves with them or become defiled
through them.. (Leviticus 11:43). Do not follow the primary meaning
of defiled, rather follow the secondary meaning dulled. Therefore
our transgressions are hidden from us and we do not readily recognize
them. As is stated in Tractate Kiddushln 40a: When a person transgresses
and repeats the transgression - it becomes as if it were permitted to
him - and these sins will surround him on the day of Judgment. Our Rabbis,
of blessed memory, mention this in Tractate Avoda Zara 18a: The sins that
a person casts under his heels - surround him on the day of Judgment.
Alas! Have we lost our hope, G-d forbid? Is there no remedy for us, Heaven
forbid?
Only one thing have we found;
it is wisdom and not an art. Let us discuss it a little, and it will benefit
us greatly.
Let us contemplate with our
hearts the subject of transgressions. We will see that there are two categories.
One stems from unbridled desire, to love the momentary pleasure without
considering the result even though it will ultimately be bitter. We find
an example of this in worldly affairs. The foolish man and particularly
the sick person whose intellect is weakened, loves to grab food which
is sweet to his palate, and he forgets that this will bring him to a deterioration
of his illness. Therefore our Rabbis, of blessed memory, said in Pirkei
Avos 4:1: Who is the wise man? The one who foresees the future. It also
says in Sota 3a: A man does not transgress unless a spirit of foolishness
enters within him. This is the sum total of all his work in his service
to the Blessed One - to contemplate the fear of heaven contained within
the fear of punishment. This is accomplished by means of Musar books and
the Aggadic literature of our wise teachers, of blessed memory. These
teachings should be internalized to the extent that a person will hear
with his ears and almost see before his eyes the great punishments, both
quantitative and qualitative. As our Rabbis, of blessed memory, state
in Tractate Sandhedrin 7a: A judge should always picture a sword
between his legs and Gehenom open beneath him. This visualization assists
the judge to be intellectually straight; and it also applies to everyone
else, to guard oneself from the evil mishap of severe transgressions.
If he will do this and his heart will understand - he will repent, and
it will be a healing balm to him.
How great is the evil of man
upon the earth! There are none who seek righteousness and none who think
about the Fear of G-d. No one sets fixed and organized times to toil in
understanding the Fear of G-d, to draw up the waters of understanding
from the belief that is hidden and concealed in the inner recesses of
his heart. And still further, to broaden and fortify this belief, to give
it strength and power, and to place the burden on his shoulder, to rule
over the limbs of his body acting according to the Torah without overstepping
any boundaries. This is the second category of transgressions and there
is no example found amongst worldly affairs. On the contrary, in worldly
affairs, there is no one whose troubles hover over him, who does not take
the time to consider how to save himself. Desire is not the cause of this
type of transgression. It is a wonder and it is called wondrous that a
person does not apply his heart to contemplate the Fear of G-d and the
teachings about His punishments. These types of transgressions cannot
be from the first category, because desire is not strong enough to cause
them. Rather, they are generated from the spirit of impurity that induces
man to sin. This is especially true about the transgressions of speech,
for what benefit does the speaker derive from doing them.
We can apply these two categories
of sin to find a compromise between two schools of thought, concerning
the definition of the evil inclination and the good inclination. The first,
more common view, asserts that the evil inclination is the force of impurity
in man that induces him to transgress. Whereas, the good inclination is
the force of holiness in man that guides him to do good. This view is
the most prevalent view. The second view asserts that the evil inclination
is the force of human desire, that looks to each sweet thing in its time.
It gathers these pleasantries and clings to them and loves them. Whereas
the good inclination is the straight intellect that looks beyond these
things to see the result - the awe and Fear of G-d, may He be blessed,
and the precise measure of His awesome judgments. This individual chooses
the advantageous way, to conquer his desire, so that he will be sated
with delight and with wondrous pleasure in the time to come. The glory
of this pleasure is beyond description.
We see that the affairs of
man constantly vary - each person clinging to different transgressions.
There are those whose transgressions are more inclined towards neglect
of Torah study than unfaithful business practices; and there are those
who are more inclined towards unfaithful business practices than neglect
of Torah study. No person is like another when it comes to transgression.
Yet, if the evil inclination were only the force of impurity, and not
desire, why is everybody not corrupted equally, and in the same way? However,
if we assume that the evil inclination is also the power of desire, then
we can explain the vast range of human behavior. Since the desires of
man are dependent upon his temperament, and his temperament is influenced
by the circumstances of his life; therefore, each person's transgressions
vary according the unique elements of his life.
Yet, even this vast range
of temperaments and desires cannot explain the phenomena of human conduct.
Don't we see with our own eyes people committing transgressions which
actually oppose their natural desire? For example, everybody acknowledges
that self-aggrandizement is repulsive, yet a person will abuse his own
value system in the pursuit of self-aggrandizement. This conflict in personality
is caused by the impurity of spirit and not by desire.
We now understand that the
evil inclination is both the power of desire as well as the impurity of
spirit. Likewise, the good inclination is the healthy intellect that sees
the results of a persons deeds, as well as the holiness of spirit
within man.
Behold! The two aspects of
man, the physical and the spiritual, are in accordance with the two components
of mans creation - his body and soul. Not only are the bodily aspects
apparent to the physical eye, but even the aspects of the soul are known
only from the functioning of the body. The physical strategies and designs
to maintain the soul within the body are exclusively performed by the
body. This is accomplished through a wholesome diet and protection from
danger. For it is not natural for the soul to yearn to remain within the
confines of the body.
Likewise, in the service of
the Eternal, may His name be blessed, the primary spiritual device to
empower the good inclination with both the force holiness and the clarity
of intellect, and to repel the evil inclination with its forces of impurity
and desire, is dependent upon the corporeal aspects. That is to say, this
is also accomplished by nourishing the body with "good foods"
the contemplation of the fear of G-d and the Musar which emanates
from the pure Torah.
This concept is taught by
our Rabbis, of blessed memory, in Tractate Baba Basra 16a: Job endeavored
to exempt all of mankind from judgment. He spoke before the Eternal "Master
of the Universe! You created the ox with cloven hoof and you created the
donkey with uncloven hoof. You created the Garden of Eden and you created
Gehenom. You created righteous people and you created evil people. Who
can overcome your power" ? Job's friends answered him, "You
have denied fear of the Eternal and you have diminished the power of prayer".
The Holy One, Blessed Be He, created the evil inclination and also its
remedy - the Torah.
Based on this encounter, our
Sages, of blessed memory, taught us that the remedy of the Torah is the
fear that emanates from it. This is derived from the words, "You
have denied fear of the Eternal...". This refers to the physical
aspect of fear - viscerally perceptible. Thus the healing remedy for all
the ills of the soul, is the focusing of man's heart and soul on the fear
of punishments taught in the Torah. Whether in general, to know and understand
from the Torah that corresponding to each transgression there is a devastating
and awesome punishment, and corresponding to each Mitzvah there is a reward
of unimaginable elevation. Or in particular, and this is the prime factor,
to study the laws of Torah that pertain to each transgression. For instance,
for arrogance, the sections of the Torah germane to arrogance; for unethical
business practices the sections of the Torah that treat the ethics of
business affairs; and so too, for each Mitzvah and each transgression,
its appropriate Torah teachings.
The stronghold and prime element
in the utilization of the healing powers of the Torah to cure the disease
of the evil inclination, is the intense, concentrated, and deep study
of the laws of the particular transgression. Man naturally refrains from
many transgressions, and he will not submit to them even under pressure
or duress. On the other hand, there are more stringent transgressions,
that one will easily commit. For instance, a great portion of our brethren,
the Children of Israel, will not eat bread without washing their hands
even at a time of great hunger and distress. However, concerning the more
serious sin of slander, they will easily transgress - even without the
strong drive of desire normally associated with transgression.
We see from this example,
that it is essential in guarding from transgression to persist in good
conduct until this good conduct becomes second nature. Therefore, even
if one sincerely strives to walk on the paths of Musar, to dedicate himself
with all his feelings and thoughts to refrain from speaking slander -
even so, he is likely to fail. As long as he has not transformed his nature
and his habits of conduct to the extent that he has no natural tendency
to speak slanderously, he will still succumb more easily to slander than
to eating without washing of the hands. This is the pattern in all types
of transgression, each one in accordance with the individual, his time
and place. Each place varies according to its situation. Every district
has certain transgressions which the community easily refrains from and
naturally avoids.
We know that the transformation
of nature is generated by study and consistency of habit. Therefore, the
main principle and the strong pillar to prepare oneself to guard against
transgression and to perform Mitzvos is the study of the law germane to
that transgression or Mitzvah. This study must be pursued in great depth
and detail. This method of study affects a strong acquisition within the
soul; his character will gradually change so that the transgression is
naturally distant from him.
For an illustration, in our
district, praise to the A-mighty, the injunction to abstain from non-kosher
meat is naturally implanted within the souls of Israel. So strong is this
proclivity, that no one has to force his nature and desire to abstain
from non-kosher meat - it is foreign to him. There is no kosher butcher
who would not consult a competent, Halachic authority concerning the status
of any questionable meat. Even if his inquiry would cause him a significant
loss, the Fear of G-d is within him - in his nature and his ways. This
generates the attitude: G-d forbid, that I should do evil, and deceive
my fellow Jews.
However, in the multitude
of our sinful business dealings, we find just the opposite. Most people
do not seek advice concerning a suspicion of stealing from their fellow.
Often times they oppress victims, even before legal claims are fairly
evaluated. Some people, even after legal decisions are made - execute
deceptive or strong-armed tactics. Doesn't the Torah view all these things
equally - all of them are classified as transgressions, according to the
Torah and its' judgments. Thus, whether in a case of non-kosher meat,
or "you shall not steal", or you shall not oppress your
fellow", all of these are equally transgressions of the Torah.
It is naturally ingrained
in the soul of Israel - all non-kosher meat is forbidden to him; and whatever
meat is declared non-kosher by a Halachic authority - he will distance
himself from it and conduct himself only according to the Torah. So too
in money matters - whatever the Torah classifies as belonging to his fellow,
if someone else besides the owner has it - this is stealing, and he transgresses
"you shall not steal". We see, in the multitude of our transgressions
- even the scholars and also, almost all the G-d Fearing people are not
cautious to refrain from this sin. And yet, so serious is this transgression,
that Yom Kippur and even death, do not grant Atonement.
Yet, if a man will direct
his heart and soul to learn in depth the Laws germane to business matters
from the Talmud and the Halachic Authorities, each person according to
his ability - a character transformation will take place. If the focus
of his study is to internalize the knowledge of the forbidden and the
permitted, then his study will be particularly effective to guard him
from stealing. Even if at first he is unable to desist from all infringements
of stealing, he should not despair - for this is due to the strong desire
to steal, as well as, the prevalent practices of society. He should know
with certainty how great is the power of Musar, that slowly a vast acquisition
of knowledge and new habits will take root in his Soul. Eventually, questions
concerning Kashrus and questions concerning stealing will be equally important
in his eyes.
Even if the man has fallen
to transgressions that are not generally committed, like adultery - appropriate
study will change him. If the evil inclination has so overcome him, that
he considered the sin permitted, may G-d have Mercy - the essential remedy
is the same deep study of the relevant laws, with intention to fulfill
them. This will slowly bear fruits to empower his Soul to be on guard
from descending to Gehenom; or at least, he will not brazenly commit the
sin. He will have strength and resolve manifested through much study of
the relevant Laws, associated with the accustomed transgression. Eventually
this will help him acquire a different nature and the notion to transgress
will not arise in his heart; even if the situation is difficult.
Amongst the Torah's remedies
for the evil inclination, is there also a spiritual aspect of healing.
As it says in Tractate Sota 21a: All the time that a person studies Torah,
the Torah saves him. It makes no difference which subject he is learning.
If he is studying the Laws of property damage - it will save him from
speaking slander. Even if the Torah topic he is perusing does not pertain
to the transgression - the spirituality of the Torah will guard him.
If we look with a penetrating
eye, we see that the central strategy for the cure of the evil inclination
lies within the physical aspect - the contemplation of the Fear of G-d,
and the study of the appropriate laws. Whereas, the other remedy, the
spiritual aspect, comes in only subsequently; and therefore is classified
as a secondary cure. The Mitzvah to study Torah is separate and independent
of our current discussion and the parameters of obligation in this Mitzvah
are delineated in the Laws of Torah Study. The degree to which the evil
inclination is overwhelming, does not change how much Torah a person is
obligated to learn. Rather, one needs to fulfill his obligation of Torah
study, regardless of the condition of the evil inclination. Furthermore,
it may not be within his power to learn more than his requirement. Hence,
when he properly fulfills his Mitzvah of Torah study, at least the spiritual
remedy for the evil inclination will accordingly be extended to him.
However, the physical aspect
- the contemplation of the Fear of G-d and the study of the relevant laws,
is a primary remedy. A person needs to conduct himself with regard to
this primary remedy in the same manner as he does with the healing of
bodily disease. That is to say, the degree of the illness is proportionate
to the degree of the remedy - in quality and quantity. Also, in disease
of the Soul, the cure is based on the degree of the illness. As long as
this evil inclination is attacking him, to that extent is there a demand
to increase contemplation of the Fear of G-d and the study of the appropriate
Laws. If man does not use this physical remedy, then also the spiritual
remedy - the study of Torah will not render much influence over the illness
of the evil inclination. This is comparable to the health of man, in that
the spiritual function - the Soul - is sustained by the corporal functions.
The enemy that ambushes man
is the evil inclination. It works on him to turn his heart to stone. Man
is rendered so blind that he does not sense his awful transgressions,
nor his shortcomings. Hence, he does not endeavor to save himself. He
does not contemplate on the Fear of G-d, to seek an effective remedy -
the physical aspect of healing.
In order to heal himself,
then, a man should direct his heart to bring merit to the public by arousing
them to contemplate the Fear of G-d and Musar. It is human nature to observe
other people's shortcomings, and recognize that they need much Musar.
Thus, he should strengthen himself with all of his power to inspire the
public study of Musar. When many people will be helped and the Fear of
G-d will be increased, then the merit of many will be dependent on him.
Consequently, ever so slowly, the study of Musar will guide him on the
path of Righteousness. Thus, his public teaching of Musar will be a physical,
as well as, a spiritual healing to him. As our Sages, of blessed memory,
said in Tractate Yoma 87a: "Everyone who brings merit to the public
- no sin will come to his hand.
How exceedingly great
should this Mitzvah be in the eyes of man! He should put his heart and
Soul to guide people to study Musar - to save their Souls from Gehenom.
It says in Tractate Shabbos 151b: All who have mercy on the creations,
Heaven will have mercy on them. There is no greater mercy than to remind
and inspire people to study the Fear of G-d. Then, with their eyes they
will see and their ears will hear, and their heart will understand the
great stumbling block before them. They will sigh about the time of Judgment.
Then they will return to G-d, may He be Blessed, so that they will depart
from evil and do good. The man that is so inspired to do this, will share
a goodly portion in everything that is generated from his efforts. He
will delight in the Eternal delights - that no physical eye has ever seen.
It is beyond human understanding to fathom and perceive the quantity and
quality of the reward of this Mitzvah. The effort is relatively small
and the reward is great - beyond all our ability to value and measure.
Every man should put his eye and the power of his intellect to this great
thing - and he will be a Master of his Soul!
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